Saturday, January 21, 2012

But baby its cold outside...

Last weekend, Brad and I braved the freaking frigid cold to see Broadway’s "Beauty and the Beast” musical. It was supposed to be a girls night, because we didn’t think the boys would want to go, right? Wrong. Apparently our manly Alaska men didn’t want to feel left out, so it became a triple date. And dude as always… Broadway delivers.

When I was in high school, our drama club would go once a year and see a play on Broadway. I’ve missed it, and especially since living up here in the stupid arctic, it’s nice to have a taste of real life every once and a while. Brad and I have tried taking advantage of it every time there’s something good playing at the Atwood Concert hall, we went to Lion King, and Fiddler on the Roof, both amazing, but Beauty and the Beast is definitely the best.

Afterwards, we checked out some ice sculptures and warmed up in our favorite bar. After weeks in the house because my my stupid knee, it was nice to get out with some friends, even if it was 10 below. That was the best part of the night.

All excited before the show…


Afterwards...

Brad doing inappropriate things to Adam...

The ice sculptures.

Brad doing inappropriate things to Mickey...

The train.

He’s not wearing a scarf or gloves...

My comically large cup of diabetes hot chocolate….
Yes I did share...
The friends...
The sweethearts...

The group.

Friday, January 13, 2012

Knee update

So firstly, those long overdue pictures….

Christmas morning 2011
Crying in the hotel room
The foot massage (also note the chick flick)
My balloon

Now the update.

Happy Friday the 13th guys and I have bad news. My stupid knee is definitely going to require surgery. The MRI results came back and it turns out I not only completely blew out the ACL and MCL, but I also tore the meniscus. I was given a referral to an ortho-surgeon which I have yet to schedule, and a 90 day profile for physical limitations (i.e. no running) and mobility restrictions. So the mobility restrictions thing is a huge problem. I can't deploy or PCS until it's lifted on April 2cd at earliest! Meaning I’m not going anywhere in March, and according to my Doctor, I’m probably not leaving until July. I still haven’t gotten my official orders yet and they can’t give them to me until the restrictions are lifted. I'm stressing out BAD because, depending on how long this whole process takes, my assignment may be switched. If I already had orders in hand, I would have a more likely chance of keeping my base, but because I don’t, I could get stationed somewhere else completely. Oy Vey, my timing couldn’t have been worse.

I do plan on batting my eyelashes and pleading for the orthopod to write a letter saying I will be able to leave in March as planned and get the surgery at my next base. It probably won't happen because I am at risk of further injury every time my knee buckles (which is constant). Brad keeps saying obnoxiously mature things like "just worry about your knee, everything else will be fine". I was super bummed. I tried calling my mom but she wasn't home so I ended up bawling on the phone with my dad for like 20 minutes. Then the calls/texts trickled in from my grandparents and siblings, then finally my mother. I spent like 5 and half hours on the phone getting some much needed therapy from the people that know me best. I’m feeling much better now and am just trying to remain calm about this whole ordeal :)

Thursday, January 5, 2012

2012 Hollah!!

I (like many) love the start a New Year. The clean slate, the fresh start, the optimistic resolve. It's when we decide to get healthy, amend broken relationships, save the planet, and be a better person. But why wait until January 1st to make those self improvements? I think a quiet introspection is invaluable year-round.

However, I don't want to feel left out, so I made a small to-do list and I'll try and stick with it. If I fail, I won't stress about it. Also, checking things off a list is just oh-so-satisfying.

Some of these things are comically mundane, but I'd like to do something daring, something creative, something healthy, spend some time in nature, try something new. Travel. Get smart. Assuming the world doesn't end, I'll hopefully be a little more well-rounded by next year.

So here we go, in no particular order, 12 things for 2012 :)

1. Visit a new US city
2. Go bungee jumping or skydiving (doesn't matter which, it's for the free-fall)
3. Watch the sunset from a mountain top or tall building
4. Run a 10K (with my recent injury, I now have something to prove)
5. Get a manicure
6. Read The God Delusion (I've read some of it's quotes and it so far I love it)
7. Try cross-fit
8. Get that stupid CCAF already
9. Try a 5 day cleanse (!)
10. Learn to knit-- complete at least one project (haha I'm getting so domestic)
11. Go horseback riding
12. meditate :)


‎~If I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning~ Mahatma Gandhi

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

The ski accident

I'm behind on this thing and still haven't recounted the tale of my injury. I seem to have lost my camera which is why it’s taken me so long. I wanted to add the pics.

Brad and I had planned on spending Christmas at our favorite ski resort. We exchanged our few gifts Christmas Eve and left early the next morning for Alyeska. Skiing was perfect. We had 8 inches of fresh powder and visibility was perfect.

So here's what happened.

I was skiing to the left and caught an unexpected edge which caused me to fall forward. My quadriceps were on fire, so I think I may have inadvertently straightened my legs in my attempt to catch my balance. Bad move because the squatting position helps protect the knees. My right ski stuck in the snow, therefore my body was falling forward and my leg and ski stayed straight. I heard two surprisingly loud pops and felt excruciating pain in my right inner knee.

I sat on the trail for a few minutes. It had already started to swell, but the pain had reduced to a dull throb. Then I stood up. I could bear weight ok using my poles. I tried taking a step, and my knee buckled out from under me. I called ski patrol, then enjoyed a lovely sled ride down the mountain.

It's very embarrassing to say that I just fell over, but it's true. I wasn't swerving to avoid hitting somebody and I definitely I wasn't doing any crazy jumps. The trail we were on was quite steep but it was also well groomed so it shouldn't have been a problem. I'm by no means an advanced skier, but I'm also not a novice. I consider myself intermediate, but obviously I'm not sure now, because intermediate skiers don't just fall over. I may get lessons when we move to CO.

I feel like such a dork. I was skiing too fast (trying to keep up with Brad) on slopes that were perhaps beyond my capabilities. By the way, he didn't even know I was hurt!! He just thought I was really slow. He waited at the bottom of the run for like forever. When he finally figured out something was wrong, he had to take the lift back up and ski back down to me. Just in time to help me onto my sled.

My immediate thought was that I tore my ACL. What with the popping, the swelling and the instability. My doc said it could be that or MCL or a meniscal tear. Or any combination of the three. The physical exam didn't tell us much, except that I completely jacked it up (gee thanks I didn’t know that already). They x-rays looked fine but that obviously just means I fracture anything. So I have physical therapy and an MRI scheduled.

So I've spent this last week and a half on my couch. With a brace and crutches. Brad borrowed an ice man machine from the ward and it's become my best friend. Seriously, I've been icing the crap out of it. Myy doc said it was full of blood and if the swelling doesn't subside, he would need to aspirate it. Sorry, no I don't needles. Same reason I don't have any tattoos. They make me want to throw up. Needles. Not tats. I’m getting off topic...

Anywho, the swelling has gone down substantially and overall I'm feeling optimistic. I've been taking a number of lovely medications. I still can't straighten it completely or bend it past a 70 degree angle, but physical therapy will help that.

Also on the bright side, I discovered my man is a nurturer. Not only has been doing all the cooking, cleaning, and catering my every need, he held my hair and rubbed my back when I was retching up my percocet. This is the first time in our marriage that he has had to take care of me like this, and I LOVE it. I may never get better ;)